A few days later after I was voluntarily admitted to Brokkens Clinic emergency psychiatric assessment center, I found out that they were going to involuntary admit me to their clinic so I can have more stay at the clinic. I guess they didn't see any improvements from their treatment that they were giving to me. I find it hilarious because on the same day I received the news... earlier on the same day I requested to be discharge, I guess they didn't like that idea. I was not happy about the the news so I became enrage. I started acting out by showing my protest against the involuntary stay and in their eyes I was having a psychotic episode so they placed me into the padded cell (The quiet room). I started pounding at the fiberglass window demanding that they release me. I found out that their padded rooms had sleeping gas installed in each rooms! I wondered what was the red button outside of the padded room and what it was used for.
I was getting desperate of getting out and was thinking the unthinkable. A nurse came to my room and took me to the therapy room. I over powered the nurse and violently demanded that I get my clothes along with my guns with holster. I quickly got dressed and told the nurse to open the back door, she complied. I quickly ran out the back door but was amazed but pissed about how the sheriff deputies quickly arrived to the escape call from the clinic. They were in the process of searching for me. It wasn't long before I was captured. The deputies took me back to the clinic.
and forcefully threw me into the quiet room where I screamed "NO! Don't put me in here, please!". The nurses immediately closed the door and then pushed the gas button where I was knocked unconscious almost instantly from the gas.
After I've woken up, I was in my room on my bed with most of my clothes off.
The nurses injected me with an unknown substance and took me to this room where I was placed on this machine, they call it MRI-Model Hypnotron 3.0.
It was such a terrible experience that I had. I thought I was going insane during this procedure. I felt so hypnotized and felt that I was under someones control. I wasn't able to think 100% but each 30 secs the percentage started droping and I was being forced into staring at the animated hypnotize circle. I was beginning to wonder if this is what it feels like to be lobotomized.
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